Sinnerman Iconoclast: Against the World in the Palm of My Hands.

Nothing is going the way it should

I hastily subdue these feelings of impatience

All this anxiety and nervousness is sending my heart into disorder

Just a boy hugging his knees in the midst of it all

Shivering and in tears, I repress all my regret

I cried all night, but now it seems dawn is breaking

So, undoubtedly you are right

Even though right now I may try to turn back

And I keep on being stubborn about it

Though I know it is monotonous

I will start walking again

This time even farther

And I will not give up

If I could get just one more chance

I will keep it all locked away in my heart

Until my dreams come true

I surrendered myself to a dismal emptiness

In the most critical of times

No matter how hard I tried

I could not quite reach

Aiming for the shore

I had to swim for my life

Withstanding the current

I cannot even raise my voice

It could have been the end right there

But I do not think that love can save everything

But there is something about your smile

That somehow healed my heart

And in your lips

I found the strength to stand up again

If only I could get just one more chance

The flow of the river is intense even today

But I will not let go of your hand

I will believe in the love that is in my heart forever

Until my dreams come true

Every time we hurry past each other

We hit and tear ourselves on impact

And we feel the pain of each other’s wings

We were embraced in unclean, impure arms

Because in our loneliness we did not know any better

The moment we connect, eternity will awaken

I long for it

Exposed in a flickering instant that flew by too fast

I cannot reach anything alone

These mere wishes and fading words

Cannot get us anywhere by themselves

Though I fixed my eyes right on them

I have still lost sight of the stars

But their light remains, and no one can steal it

The light of our existence is confirmed by our lips

It is dazzling from the emotions that are bottled up inside us

Is it love that lies ahead, or will everything break apart?

It bewilders me

Intertwined in this heat, wanting to speak the truth

Who do I protect them from?

This feeling you wanted so badly once

If it is there

This feeling I wanted so badly once

It lies in you

Unable to find any words

I instinctively reached out to touch your shoulder

And you, without saying anything, coldly broke free

Because of a trivial misunderstanding

Our young love is giving way

I do not want to see such a sad face

Even though your dream may be dissolving

Just do not abandon that smile

It is what keeps my own heart glowing

We swore one day to build the future with our own hands

At any cost, on this planet, no matter where on it you are

And now the two of us stand

With pained eyes and glances diverted

But I believe we will be able to meet again

The starry sky we used to gaze up at together

Where so much light streamed through

All the memories of that still will not fade away

If you really listen for it, you will begin to hear that phrase

In the melody of the flute that was played

And behind the sky, in the tomorrow my heart depicts

In that same place, I will be right by your side once more

Surely we will be together from now on

Plunging ahead through these days

Because there could be a meaning to this after all

And behind the sky, in the tomorrow my heart depicts

I believe we will be able to meet again

Everyday you wake up maybe unsure

Of the tasks the day will bring

Yesterday's disappointments

Keep reminding you

Tomorrows surely coming

Just as sure as the air you breathe

But you know you will get through it

You have what you need

You have so far to go
And only heaven knows



The sun keeps shining 
Everything is bound to change



And the wind keeps blowing



But the wide blue sky



Wide blue sky always the same



It forever stays the same



You have been finding



That the choice it will make





 


That the wide blue sky



That it is never going to change



But you have so far to go



And only heaven knows



Yes, you have so far to go



Heaven knows





 


Not a one day goes by



Bring back my blue sky



On which you rely



There is hope in the wide blue sky

There is a glass art in my heart that remains untangled

I only believe in you, the confinement I feel

Used to walking to the station along that path

Taking out my umbrella on a rainy day

I gathered with my usual friends

Cannot go back, cannot go back

To the lamp post I leaned on

I cannot find it anywhere, my heart cannot be honest

I will keep looking for you, wherever you are in this world

There is glass art in my heart that remains untangled

There is still no one who knows the true me

Lying and laughing, it was always lonely somewhere

I only believe in you, the confinement I feel

A face I yearned for long ago

Someone who is trembling with sadness

Someday my friends will leave

I want to see you, I want to see you, the person I admire

My precious feelings are already hidden deep in my heart

I will keep looking for you more than anyone else in this world

There is glass art in my heart that remains untangled

I want to show you everything about the true me

Can you hear me?

Can you not?

My voice from far away

I only believe in you, the confinement I feel

Say, when they are in love

Does everyone get this lonely?

Say, do they embrace the pain

That is even deeper than the darkness?

It is all been so that we can shine

I just know it

I…. I love you

I am gazing at you with my heart

I…. I believe in you

Even on the coldest night

Say, even if they are in love

Could the end someday come for them, too?

Say, could a feeling that is even clearer Than the blue sky

End up being abandoned?

The season-changing winds

Running along the streets

Forever

Even if I lost tomorrow

And even if I lost you, too

I want to shine

Smiling as best as I can

I call out to you now with my tears

Do I need promises or such things?

Because of the precious strength

That you have given me

I call out to you now with my eyes

Of promises or such things

I reach out to you now with my eyes

Even on the coldest

midnight

All I want to do is hold your now

Fly together on the wings of the night

Speeding down a skyway in the moonlight

Where there were two of us there will be one

With every kiss we know a journey has started

We will be unafraid and open-hearted

In a world of so much confusion

You and I must make this illusion real

Knowing it is love we feel

Stay close to me

You will forget the city

And the troubles of daytime easily

This is the way life should be

You are the one

How could I imagine any joy in my heart?

If you are gone

Let this illusion linger on

All I want to do is love you now

And find a passion we will never forget

Someday I may lose you but, not yet

There never could be any softer touch

You make me tremble with anticipation

Giving me a lover’s inspiration

In a world of so much confusion

You and I must make this illusion real

Knowing it is love we feel

What could compare

Dreaming of a paradise, we let an emotion take us there

Soon we are floating on air

You are marvelous

Every time I put my arms around you

It feels more glorious

Let this illusion save us

You have probably grown tired of waiting

For the end of the pain

That you lost sight of so long ago

You immediately forgot the tears

And indulged in a new pleasure

Aiming at destruction is history’s story

But if you are with me, then it will not be scary

Even now the desperate world

Will survive          

And continue to struggle.

Help is not coming

And nature is definitely

Like a puppet

Look at the rosy color

Truth has a certain way of standing at the gateway

But how has each age answered?

Aiming at destruction is history’s story

But if we go forward hand-in-hand, it will not be so painful

We have grown tired of looking at these expectations

Nature is definitely

Considering

Look at the rosy color

Aiming at destruction is history’s story

But can I awaken you

If I bend the screw?

Even now the desperate world

May be at its end

But it is not over yet

You started to abandon hope

Nature is probably

Two people

Looking at the rosy color

We continue to search for our destination

Even as we lose our way

Though tears may flow with our sadness

They will shine with radiance someday

The sealed past is starting to stir in my chest

The forgotten heart goes further

Each time I wish for it

The longer we live, the more we lose

But even so I do not want to throw away my dreams for tomorrow

I want to embrace even the reasons for our sadness

I wonder what lies before us as the seasons pass

Because I am never going to stop streaking my dream

By turning our backs to the kindness of others

We try to change even solitude into our strength

If there are as many farewells as encounters

Let us believe in the day when we will meet once more

One by one, I want to find the concealed meanings of everything

Then we will understand each other’s reasons

For that awkward goodbye

We are going to change

Though we have started to sense dreams and hearts

No matter how much time flows by

There are some feelings that will not change

We are lost and taking detours

But if we take notice

Of the things that only exist at our destination

We will be able to take off running

We continue to look for a destination

Even as we lose ourselves

Because I am never going to stop streaking our dreams

I will open the door of daybreak with my wounded fingers

Because these hands are the ones that will decide tomorrow

The strong wind is blowing

Fanning up the blaze that surrounds my body

Pass through the door

Holding up your gentle hands

You steal my tears

So I can trust love once more

That tiny twinkle

It is a light that sees someone off

The children point at the flowers blooming in the skies

I am taking off on a search for the seeds of hope

Towards the vanished horizon

The passing evening calm

As sorrow turns into tranquility

I watch over

Perhaps I will return to my "hometown" someday

Until that day comes

Red rain pours down on the lamenting earth

The cry of the wind stirs up dark flames

That is a distant promise

That familiar voice

Please let it calm my trembling chest, my dear

Towards the door of flames

Holding up your gentle hands

You take away tomorrow

I want to know love once more

Love from the heart

It opens now

The skies of destiny