Sinnerman Iconoclast: Against the World in the Palm of My Hands.

Child of Time and Destiny

Hush, stay quiet

Wanderer of the surpassing ages

Be still and rest

Your time is not yet done

Your redemption is still not

Hold your anger within

Silently, stoically

Do not let the demons charm you

Make a wish and pray

As a tear of heaven falls

Never lose sight

Of every promise that was made

True to heart and soul               

You, young and a dreamer

Forgotten, forsaken, forbidden, frustrated

Living and waiting for a missing promise

Sharing the bed with nightmares and aspirations

The past that comes to haunt you

Threaten you and make you fearful

You are taken over

With resent, regret, remorse

Paranoia, pain

Romantic, passionate youth

Young and looking at the skies

As the heavens look down

Remember the sweet music

That bounds the spirit to love

And where such majestic beauty

Flows on like a silken river

Wishing that the world of your sleep

Were as real as you touch autumn leaves

Dream on sentimental youth

Face your mirrors, the dark and the clear

And open your eyes

To the day and night

Blue skies are pretty

Yet the twilight of night is beautiful               

Rest your heart and soul

Breathe life into your poetry

Time to embrace love and care

Do not fear what is fear

Face with a bright sword and a dark resolution

And understand that only love can move a spirit

In these arena of souls

So rest, be silent and sleep to the charms

I live on to breathe for another day

Is there a new day for love?

You feel it so real and true, undeniable

The kiss to your heart and the embrace to your spirit

Warmth tones that touch your soul

And who I love, I can’t hate

And passion touched by sweet care

Like fallen manna for unfortunate

How always have I longed for such solitude?

To love and be loved.

To serve and devote myself

Heart, blood, toil and tears

For whom I regarded as perfect

The most wonderful lover I could ever find

I have journeyed for so, too long

Endured whatever hardships that has been placed

And finally, so it seems that it’s done

I have found the hidden treasure

The greatest form of beauty ever seen

That life of a fair young lady

She is the best

So truly the best treasure of my dreams

The most precious jewel ever to live

But what is that when I have nothing?

No fortune, fame and freedom?

Love that deceives the truth

And holds the dedicated soul at its whim

The foul snare or a treacherous noose

Around my neck, the soul of loyalty

Where the secret lies within?

Distrust for the one who sacrifices

And no right to feel freedom

In which even the slightest jealousy is damnation

I must already be damned

Willingly condemned

I choose the fire for what is love

But what is love? Where is love?

No. Just the gossips and rumors born out of malice

And so slander licks me with mockery

Disguised as a loving promise

And when I choose to smile, it is not enough

My jaws should be stiff and shattered

And when the battle awaits.

I must be the defending guard who dies alone

All for the sake of what is called love

What is love? Where is love? How is love like this?

You, oh darker charms inside me

Silenced for your morose and cunning ways of the truth

I have counseled for justice and freedom I seek

How is this love? Why is this love?

Is my own demise my proof?

For her to know what I mean?

This death in vain to be blown by our sands of time

Destiny, Fate, is this my path?

The nightmarish visions of this becoming?

Premonition, is this true?

Shall betrayal come in the form of a kiss?

Is this love? When I feel and think you care

I have nothing at all

So silence me with patience

Because now I can’t decide

If this is love, why?

When I love someone who will kill my spirit

Destroy my joy and serenity

With lies, deceit and distrust

Should I love on, for the sake of hope and brighter new dawn?

Or should I strike swiftly, silently, surely, shrewdly and without remorse or regret?

Vengeance in the name of poetic justice

Heaven watches you, and so is guilt.

Even though I am imperfect.

And not what you expect me to be.

I will still keep my promise.

To be always devoted to you.

No matter what happens.

And if I break it,

May God treat ever so severely.

Whatever difficulties I have faced with you,

I know they are just challenges and trials that I have to face and accept.

But I wish you could open up the eyes of you heart.

And see every opportunity that can be found.

It is never wrong to take certain risks.

Life is challenging us everyday to grow stronger and wiser.

And whatever hurts you,

You will gain more than lose.

Because everyday there is an adventure waiting for you to mature.

And only those who really mature,

Are those who will wake the next day for new and more exciting challenges.

Don’t shrink yourself when faced with opposition.

And never always choose the path with the least resistance.

Because you will never grow to be the great person you are destined to be.

Live now.

Remember that you were created for a reason

And every moment you live

Every person you meet

And those you keep

Are there for a reason too

When you finally know about love

You realize that those special moments

The important and dear people you have in your life

They were there because you chose them

And never regret it

For whatever you lived through, you will learn from it

From every friend or loved one you keep, you will find their value

And never lose your trust on them

Because whether you like it or not

Some are jolly because they are like that

While others are emotional because that is who they are

Accept and love them for who they are

Because once you dig deeper

You will find what is precious

Don’t hold back when you keep a promise

When people trust you, return it to them

When they care for you, care for them too

Because what you sow is what you reap

And it will never be done in vain

No matter what happens